I'm not the same when I'm here
You have changed my thoughts
You have change my voice
I cannot go back
My want rebels against my need
My desire outweighs my reason
There is no reason behind this
Nothing makes sense about it
But I will not leave it
I find that I want to stay here with you
May it be against my will or with it I cannot tell
Do you deliberately torture me?
Or are you as conflicted as I?
This desire is great, but I cannot name it
I cannot put a reason to it
I cannot get away from it
It will always be here
When I am with you I am no longer lost
You changed me into someone I am proud of
If this was love then how was it taken so easily?
Your life was snuffed out so quickly by those who deserve to drag themselves across the filth and grime of all things awful.
You may say I judge, but the agony they put you through can never be justified
I want to see you again so badly
I want to laugh with you again so desperately
I want to hear your voice with all my being
And I will soon
The cuts didn't hurt as badly as I thought they would
My blood much warmer that I thought it would be
Much darker than I thought
Much thicker than I though as it pours onto the bodies of your killers
Those who have been punished by my hand when those who should have done this would rather turn a blind eye to their crime and our pain.
I cannot think again
Sounds are not right
My vision blurry
I think I'm close to you know
We will be together once again
After so many years apart
I had to wait until these men were dead
And now that this is done
I will follow you even unto death my love.